TEARS ON EARTH TO REDEEM US OF TEARING IN HEAVEN

You will know my name when I"ll meet you in heaven.
Just my only opportunity of having been your dad on earth will have been lost.
I will keep loving you yet, whenever I"ll meet you in heaven
(even if not having known me on earth keeps my love away from you there too).
Just you won't be my child anymore once in heaven, and maybe you"ll have not ever been.
Just the only opportunity for you to having been my beloved kid and friend on earth
will have been wasted, will have been lost, will have been changed for lack
(remark: lack is the most addictive and destructive psychoactive substance people fall inadvertently in).

I will cry then as I cry now, when I"ll meet you in heaven.
I will cry for all the good that could have been and will have not.
I will cry for a forthcoming eternity of lack between us. And only God will fill my lack.
I will know you by the name I sacredly gave you, when I"ll meet you in heaven.
I will know you when I"ll meet you in heaven, even though I don't know
your nights and your days, your desires and emotions, I don't know
your searches and longings, your hopes, the redeeming path of your tears and your smiles.

For the Goodness of God, right today we are changing ourselves yet, giving
birth to bodies and souls, and form accomplishing with the divine to our minds,
yet in this matrix of time crossed with space crossed with mind.
For the Goodness of God, right today we are still on earth, meaning that just
today everything can turn into the worth and the good, into the fearless
fields where Love serves a common thread for the blessed adventure
we are invited to share here. Today will happen, if you will. I'm by your side,
at every moment every day in pray, in understanding, in warming light.